Hmmm…. I really don’t know where to start so here it goes….
I saw my ex’s newest concept video last two weeks ago I think. At first, I was scared to take a look at it but I just breathe heavily and enjoyed the video.
It was about his mom. She died when Jobert was in high school. It was really sad and tragic for him. It was hard for him living his life without a mom. He had no one else. No brother or a sister. Even his dad, he does not get along with him.
Anyways, my initial reaction to his video was kind of sad. In terms of choreography, no questions about that. I was really blown away and still I am a fan of what he’s doing. I was quite sad because I know he deeply misses his mom everyday. I saw the guy that I loved last May 2012 and it brought so much memories. Good memories I mean. The night he cries to me talking about his mom and all those mushy sweet stories he told me about his mom. He really loved her and until now, he is.
After a few rewind of the video, I smiled and prayed, that I hope he’ll be okay. I walked away with a smile on my face knowing that he’ll be okay. He’s gonna make it through. I still felt how deeply I am in love with him not to the point that I want to get back together. But the point, that I still do care and I do.
Soon, the feelings will be long gone and I can finally say that I am truly happy for him.
I pray to God for all the wonderful things in life. And even though, he got my heart broken, I’d still thank him for all the happy moments we’ve shared.